This is like my \[F21\] 6th first date from a dating app. On the first 3 dates they were all pretty platonic so it makes sense that nothing develops after, but on the last 3 dates that I went to from bumble/tinder, we always said to each other on how we are cute and the dates last for 5-7 hours which means we had a pretty good chemistry. On my last date, we laughed, kissed, held hands for hours, made out, and he told me that he doesn’t want me to leave.
But now, I texted him and he answers slowly until he stopped responding for a day. I’m just exhausted with dating. So the 6 hours date, kiss, hug, all the affection all for nothing? So after doing all that stuffs to me he suddenly doesn’t feel like it? This is heartbreaking for me because why do men never stay for me? What did I even do wrong?
Is it because I’m not as attractive as my picture? Then why did they keep complimenting my appearance? Is it because they don’t feel like it suddenly? Then why don’t they just end the date and not initiating the kiss in the first place.
It just made me have trust issues because I just want someone who stays… and not just leaving me for no apparent reasons. Are relationships even real lol?
